Move On?

aish aish aish.... i have somethin trouble with my mind, it's not like the real ari. i try to lookin for the real ari. and some people say, i have to move on. i can't stay along at this time, oke oke i'll do it. but again, it's not easy as i thought, oh Allah i need you very much more and more, help me to run away from this case, this situation.

i ever thought that i wanna take a conlution by my self, but... it's not true, i still need more than me. Allah, my family, my friends, my theachers, and etc.

you know? sure, it's not easy.

Jogja, 24 Feb 13

Muhasabah

Ya Rabb, tuntun langkahku di sela-sela waktu yang kau beri

Aku tak mengerti dengan diri ini

Kadang aku merasa begitu menggebu

Kadang aku punya semangat seribu

Tapi di lain hal aku merasa jatuh

Aku merasa sendiri

Aku merasa aku berjalan tanpa arah

Ya Allah, beri aku kekuatan

Sungguh, aku merindukanMu.